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FAIL.
third time doing this and i don’t feel like anymore sooo im going to summarize everything in about 5 sentences. ready?
Announcements were amazing.I want to stay in German.Matthew almost got an STD. Realized Andrew is still in my class. and pretty much FAILED the math benchmark with 7-10 questions done.
Amen.

(yeah..i didnt have a picture so i just took one and didnt care how it turned out xD)

i have just been lazy o:
alright where to begin.
since my last post….i have no clue what happened..a lot did. Emma is backk. Amelia is in my HOPE we figured out there are three guys named Christan that are cute/hot. One is in my german (22) and the other two are in our HOPE class (;
umm…today we went to go see a nine 11 play and i teared up a little but this other girl full out cried. Found out my parents are having BIG issues and we don’t know what to do or if we can do anything so i don’t like being home for that matter but im scared to leave. Homecoming is coming up and i will be getting my dress sunday and hopefully my ticket mondayy. Melanie doesn’t want to see my dress until the day of, i swear its like she’s doing some marriage thing xD
umm I think that Alec kid should sit with us at lunch, he is to anti social and i remember when i was like that..it wasn’t any fun. but nooo, he likes the outside…MY BUTT hah his name is awesome. thats what i want to name my kid if its a boy…cause that’s not weird..nope….MOVING ON-crap just spilled soda everywhere and now its all sticky-german is better as well as english because more people are talking and stuff you know becoming social just as i wanted(:
soo today is friday and I’m going over to Amelia’s wither my parents like it or not. I need to get out of here.

(Picture will count for yesterday and today.)

So it was like every other day up until English, last period. Mrs. Smiley was about to have a “fight” with a kid in our class Airif. She was talking about how its weird to wear socks with sandals and Airif was saying how she shouldn’t make fun of it, because he does it. So Mrs.Smiley hit her chest like ‘bring it’ and so Airif stood up out of his chair and she was like “come on! whacha got? lets go!” and then Airif was like “AHH, no i can’t….my leg hurts.” And Mrs. Smiley was making fun of him, she was saying stuff like “pshh, his leg hurts, haha yeah rightt.” and that was the highlight of my day. took up till sixth period. I mean don’t get me wrong i didn’t have a bad day just nothing interesting happened…until i had to go to the deans. I now have this no contact contract form saying how i can’t have any negative contact with Jakari or any of her friends. So on the bus ride home i texted my mom ‘i went to the deans’ and i let her think what she would like to for a little bit until i told her exactly why and what happened x)

thought today was going to be like everyother day aye Dixie? God, I wish it was.
Geometery, that was an easy day. Measured angles.
Biology, again not bad. Meet up with shay while walking to class and i thought she took a shower. turns out it was a shower of sweat haha ew.
German, this is where it turned bad. I dont know why but this last class made me not want to take German anymore. we were moving way to fast. So i got frustrated. and of course i forgot my book so that didn’t help. though it was also cool because Andrew, decided to sit behind me today and hes kinda cute after seeing him for eight days. hes one of those, you just kinda have to look for a little bit and then you realize. Still, even that wasn’t making me feel better more than worse.
Human Geography, i had no freak idea what we were talking about. I feel so retarded in that class i should have stayed in the lower one i was originally in. Then i would have been in the same class as Melanie. GAH!
Lunch, had some of Emma’s disgusting pizza.
HOPE, this is where it all happened. there was a fight in the girls locker room and this turned into that. people got pushed and thrown across the room because someone looked at the girl wrong. As i was on my third lap coming to a stop to give my last name to Christan to tell him i completed my third lap Ms. Heedum calls me and two other girls over asking if we witnessed what happened. They didn’t and luck me i did. they pulled me out of the laps and had me write a witness report. They were nice about it but I’m sure i had on a face that i was annoyed because i never wanted to fill one of those out again. i had to once at ARS and i thought that would be my last. Who knew i would have to the next year? i really don’t want to go back to HOPE i just want to skip. but i wont. almost got to English late and i didn’t really care if i got a plasco that day. i guess i was depressed? not sure. maybe. anyway, Emma wasn’t in English and i figured she went home. SO i just hoped for the best. Then once again things turned back around. i got a text from emma saying how it was only me and victoria who told the TRUTH of how it was not Emma who started the fight it was jakari and so now if i see Jakari in HOPE tomorrow i dont even know what I’m going to do. She is going to ruin my first year of high school. ihateher. all of her friends said it wasn’t jakari like jakari told them to. so now shes off the hook. I calmed down by writing to tyler and listening to TDF’s new song. it helped a lot. i really need that song on my iPod. for some reason its just that song that helps me.
I hope that since Amelia is going to school tomorrow everything will be good. shes like a good luck charm(;

Melanie was making a scene at the bus stop about cheer so i had to calm her down today xD kinda embarrassing. I swear, we are the only ones who talk there.
Bus was cold as usual. Geometry was embarrassing. I was so tired. i went to go yawn and my binder fell along with my pencil which went FLYING across the room. Ask anyone. I got up awkwardly and got all my stuff that fell and went back to yawning like nothing ever happened.
Biology, i don’t even remember what we did there. I just remember talking to Niki and laughing at Shay while she was looking at Mikey.
German, we practiced things we already learned and we have a test on that Friday.Oh and we were in our original class room today, thank god.
Human Geography, we did some work sheet, funfun. Shay is jealous because i got to work with two Asians, and one of them was Andrew. They were cool people. I would talk to them if i sat near them xD
Lunch, i got there before everyone else and i decided to wait for Julianna to walk in with me, which i guess was a bad idea because when we went back inside there wasn’t enough seats. So we had to sit out side in the heat. When we went to leave Lunch wasn’t even over and Ms. Heedum told us to go back out and count to 180 and come back in so what did Emma do? she counted to 180. Then later in class Jakari, Jakari is the ” teacher i ain’t late, i got law-st” girl, and Emma got in a fight about how Emma wasn’t in dress code. It was hilarious.
walked to English and we had a sub. BUMMER! he was really lame and didn’t let us talk like Mrs. Smiley would have. he scared me because i was talking to Emma and all of a sudden i see a huge dark man standing behind my desk leaning over me and i was like “oh, sorry…” thankfully Emma saved me by asking him a butt load of questions.
went to find my bus and waited for Melanie. she took forever to find the dang thing.
Today was a good day, saw a lot of cute guys ;D

OKAYY today started horrible. i woke up went in the shower found out i had a bruise on my head and my mouth started to taste like blood which made me want to get sick. after the taste in my mouth past it became worse so i told my mom i might not go to school today. Even though i didn’t feel good i made my self go. I didn’t want to be absent on the second week of school.
First Period, just did the same old thing. Second period, i grabbed the wrong book for her class so i had to rush back to my locker and get the right one. Got back to class and talked to Niki for a while and then i kept getting texts from shay. By the time i got out of that class i have four new text messages. all from shay.
Period Three, our class room was being re-modeled so we had to go to the media center and i had no clue where that was to i just followed John and i pretty much froze in that class. i was shaking like there was no tomorrow, teeth chattering and my knees actually quivered! we learned how to count to twenty today(: as you can see Sechs means six and is pronounced sex. I talked to Dylan for a little bit. yeah fun class.
Period four, i had to read out loud today. I sucked. we have to do cornell notes, i HATE cornell notes, so much. but i love our teacher, when he reads it makes me laugh.haha.
Period five, mm nothing like stealing chips from julianna who stole them from emma xD it was good(:
Period six, watched a video took notes and talk to emma.
Period seven! i think this is my favorite class(: which is funny because in my very first post i was saying how she doesnt smile as much as i hoped and blahblahblah. well here are some things that she said today, some you may have to figure out your self (CHALLENGE TIME!) “sex and hex mean six…haha i just said sex!” “a as in A-scribble-scribble” be visual on that one, you actually have to think. “F- as in…well i don’t even have to go there”-JAKE GET OUT YOU SMELL!- uh sorry thought i should through that in there…A.D.D.!
she also hit her chest and was like *hits chest*”power to the people!, people were doin’ that way before gangstas and gangs were.” I love that class<3
End of the day, couldn’t find my bus ran into Kelly she scared the crap out of me. turns out i passed my bus while i was looking for it, read the entire time i was on the bus and thought it was the longest ride ever. got home and feel asleep now im just waiting for it to be nine o’clock so i can see The Downtown Fiction live on justin.tv(:

man, forgot to post yesterday :/
so now i don’t remember everything or anything i was going to put…hmm. okay bus ride was the bus ride. Geometry was geometry. Geology, righttt i remember, we did a work sheet to ‘get to know your text book’ then a guy went on the intercom saying to ‘proceed to sever weather storm location’ and ‘code green’ so Ms. Massino was like “i don’t know what to do.” and she turns off the lights for a couple of seconds and turns them back on. “i don’t know if i should have you guys go under the table! or if i should move you guys away from the window!” mean while i was just laughing to my self because she had no clue what she was doing. “i will go ask the guy next to us.” leaves for a second and comes back “okay I’m not going to make you guys go under the table.” turns out this was a practice run she didn’t know about. German, we showed pictures and we have to say “das ist (who ever it was)” i brought in baby pictures to have people guess who it was but it wasn’t that hard since there is only three girls in the class. Geography, got our IDs and i was second to get mine. After i did i went o go wait for Shannon and Mr. S. wanted to see mine and i told him it was ugly so he told me it probably wasn’t even bad, but when he saw it he kinda jumped back like it WAS bad but he said he was kidding…he wasn’t kidding lunch, i finally got to see the famous Jesse and man was there a surprise today! turns out he was gay. English, Emma and i talked to Carlos and this chick behind him. The topic was AIDs and how Emma has them. We also wrote a letter to our selves which i just remembered that i have to do this weekend.
you all may be wondering why my title is what it is, well the good news is I didn’t get dunked but this other kid may have, we walked out of our room and there was this huge trash with a couple of seniors waiting there so i just walked out and passed them. There was another kid, though, who wasn’t so lucky and got hassled by the kids. Poor kid.

mmmkay first i would like to share with you that today on the bus it was hot and i sweated the whole time. NOT! more like i was an ice cube in a freezer! she keeps it soo cold in the mornings, good god. Anyhoo, we get to school go to first period turn in our first assinment yadayadayada. next period is Geology, you all should know that by now since i have been saying my classes in every post, i get there simi early give shay her braclets and then Niki (remember the twin i was telling you about?) walks in and was acting like we have known each other forever, although i think we have, i believe she was in cheer with me a longg time age xD she was talking to Mikey about her boyfriend and then she looked over at me and started catching me up to date with her boyfriend and there problems. I don’t mind that though, i love drama like that(: This next part shay is going to be jealous over, she introduced me to Mikey and told me how she knew him and how he used to make fun of her, he denied it of course but we all know the truth xD Niki and i share my locker now. I became very social today. go to German, i realized she never calls on me to tell her other peoples names in German, its an exercise we do in the begging of class. later, we watched a video and will be finishing up that tomorrow.go to geography and well nothing interesting happened today i dont think. Go to lunch and find natalie, Lexi, and Nicole. I have to go to my locker to put some books up so they all come with me and lex starts freaking out because they began to close the gates. They will open if you push them, she thought they were locking us out. have lunch with a bunch of people i dont even know. they were all nice though(: next i go to HOPE got assigned seats and i sit in the middle(: Kinzi was saying how it would suck to sit behind one of the girls because her hair is sooo big. She sits in front of Kinzi now, hey, karma is a poohead. The “law-st” girl was telling me how much she liked my name and how she thought is was cute. She will not stop talking. glad i dont sit by her. go to Mrs. Smiley and thats when it happened, I would not stop talking. I was talking to Kinzi most of the time but we were being loud and i thought fer sure she was going to move us. Tomorrow I’m going to have to bother Seth, he sits right in front of me, lucky dog.
Day Number Four Down!

Alrightt, third days that charm!
this morning was like every other morning, of course. Go on Bus get to school go to locker get books, then, my shelf in my locker breaks. decided to just let it be and fix it before lunch. Math passes, did some problems. Biology, I believe there is a guy in my biology that may be pretty cute(; practically sits next to me. Shay and i were talking the whole time in her class, even though shay was all the way across the room hahahaa. Also i met a girl Named Niki i swear i know her form cheer wayyy back but a kid at another table was like hey, are you two Twins? no. Sisters? no. Distant cousins? no. well you guys look a like. so you are just going to be twins and she was like okayy i guess we are twins! haha that class is good(: German, we are getting German names now. I want either Elli or Anna. not sure yet. I may go with Anna because of my middle name, Anna is Annie in German by the way. introduced out selves and then introduced each other in German…uhh, oh Geography it was all right just Geography. Lunch, ate with Natalie, Julianna, Sammy, Emma, Kalien. Natalie was drooling over some guy. HOPE, okay so there is this one girl who is pretty hysterical. She walked in very late and said “Ms. we ain’t late. Naww we ain’t late Ms. we got law-st!” yeah, she is black. Ms. Heedum was repeating her “You AIN’T late?” and the assistant noticed how she said lost and was like “Naw she got law-st!” xDD it was the best. Met a Girl named Gladis, she cool sits a couple chairs back from me(: went to English and agin sat next to those guys, well they sat next to us (Emma and I) one of the kids, Airif, would not shut up about how much he liked my hair. i had to say thanks like….6 times? no joke. it got annoying. aww well, maybe i can get Dylan to sit up there tomorrow xD

Alright so i would consider this day the official first day of high school. Today, i Almost missed the bus even though i got up really early, unlike yesterday, it was because i was waiting for Melanie to leave her house so i wouldn’t be the only freshmen there. So we were off to school and Melanie was practically falling asleep on the bus. When i got to school i went straight to first period, Geometry, and pretty much all we did was take notes. I didn’t sit with Matthew today like i said i wouldn’t do so i sat next to Gabe instead(: Next period, Biology, she just went over some rules and told us how its important how much we need our books.blahblahblah. German, today was the first time I talked to Mrs. Panton, it was about homework we had the night before. did a work sheet and said some stuff in German. Learned that ‘Dummkopf’ means dumb head and ‘Tshunde’ means crap xD Went to geography after German and did yet another worksheet and was able NOT to embarrass my self today. Off to lunch, today was good, sat with lexi, Nicole, Sara, Natalie, and some kid lexi knew. I had to go by my locker to put a book up during lunch but went the wrong way. Good thing to, i saw this hot kid sitting alone listening to his iPod and he looked like a Freshmen, fingers crossed! HOPE, today was hilarious all the kids in my class are pretty much immature and dark skinned, I love some of the kids in this class, they make me laugh. I managed to keep a straight face though so i didn’t look immature at what she was talking about. One of the girls started making excuses on why she wouldn’t have to run the mile next week but Ms. Heedum kept saying ‘you just need a doctors note’. Yeah i can tell this girl loves this class already xD English, my last class, i had to practically run there. Emma and I tried a different route and almost got blocked off by a building but desided we should just go around. we made it there just on time. Once we got in and situated Emma started talking to the guys sitting next to us and they kept complementing me on my name and saying how they wish that had it. Mind you, they were no where near cute. i wish they were. but no. nothing will ever be interesting in my stories:/
Tomorrows a new day and if i see that kid from lunch i WILL say ‘Hi’ or just wave. i felt so bad for him.